art and self confidence (vent/rant) by catlinq, journal
art and self confidence (vent/rant)
something that's been really weird and really good for me as both an artist and a person
is seeing people in the same line of work (especially people like me, in my particular minority groups)
unapologetically and shamelessly tell the world how great they are.
I grew up in a home where praise was pretty scarce.
my mum was always pretty reserved, and my dad actively put me down, I guess to keep me in my place,
so to speak. teachers praised how withdrawn I was, mistaking it for quietness and maturity beyond my age,
but after becoming jaded to my high grades (and then later, disappointed by my failing ones as my various
health problems to
im terribly sorry for my lack of activities lately orz
in case you worry, i swear there's nothing bad happen lol it's just me totally bad at managing time and retaining myself, especially during this time when this anime season is almost over, im all...
I wait for this day a long time ago and yet i spent all my points right in time they're up for new auction help o)-(
Please if you can go there to do the bidding or even AB for me #2 or #3 or both of them, i'll do anything!!! TTATT
anything in my commision lol
Thank you sooo soooo much i love you future savior o)-(